I Miss Her...

So I was watching an old video I made four years ago for a project for my Graphics class and I heard my Gramma on it. Mind you she's been gone for nearly 5 years now, but whenever I see a picture of her or hear her voice I get choked up. I miss her soo much. When me and my Mom found out that she had passed my Mom took a huge hit. She started drinking really bad, quit her job, etc. I had to be strong for her, which never really gave me a proper chance to grief. I just miss her so much. She was what kept our family together. I'm sorry I'm ranting on about this...but I just wanted to talk about it with someone and no ones awake at 5:30 in the morning. Alright..thats enough blogging for today, I need to get some sleep. Night all.